A song that I just wrote. Probably one of my most emotional ones in like forever. I was basically crying while writing this. So, thanks to Chester See who’s music inspired me to write this song which has been haunting me.
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I thought I was over you
I thought I was free
But when I saw your face
Smiling back at me
My wounds began to open
My heart beat too fast
I gripped onto his hand
And hoped the feeling wouldn’t last
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{Chorus}
There’s a pit in my stomach
Growing with each passing second
My limbs begin to quiver and I’m sure I’m going to faint
I’ve acquired a fever and my body aches
I think I’m going to throw-up
Why do you do this to me?
*
When I saw you standing there
Your blue eyes looked at me
My heart began thumping wildly inside my chest
I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t I can’t breathe.
*
{Chorus}
There’s a pit in my stomach
Growing with each passing second
My limbs begin to quiver and I’m sure I’m going to faint
I’ve acquired a fever and my body aches
I think I’m going to throw-up
Why do you do this to me?
*
I’m just trying to get it down on paper
I can’t explain
The effect you have over me
Every time I see you any progress that I have made has been erased
I can’t even think.
Why am I so darn weak?
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I hate that I can’t let you go
I hate that I will never know
What we could have been.
I hate the way you smile
I hate how your eyes twinkle
But worst of all
I hate that he knows.
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{Chorus}
There’s a pit in my stomach
Growing with each passing second
My limbs begin to quiver and I’m sure I’m going to faint
