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And So I Smile

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My heart is breaking away
I feel my ribcage shrinking up
Your name is sweet ans sour on my tongue
And I’m losing faith in this word called love

{Chorus}
And so I smile
To cover up the pain
And so I smile
And tuck my emotions away
And so I smile
Even when I don’t want to
I smile so you won’t see the truth

I’m getting sick of these games
I never really liked them any way
And why am I so confused
When you seem to find this so amusing?
I was tired from the start
Now I’m just worn-out
And I’m losing

{Chorus}
And so I smile
To cover up the pain
And so I smile
And tuck my emotions away
And so I smile
Even when I don’t want to
I smile so you won’t see the truth

So what if I’m falling apart inside
So what if I have the urge to cry
So what if my heart is breaking
It don’t mean a thing…
So what if your lack of affection
Is eating at my emotions
So what if I have always wanted this
You don’t seem to give a shit

{Chorus}
And so I smile
To cover up the pain
And so I smile
And tuck my emotions away
And so I smile
Even when I don’t want to
I smile so you won’t see the truth

And so I smile
To cover up this frown
And so I smile
So you’ll turn away
And so I smile
Even when I don’t want to
I smile so you won’t se e the truth

Games

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I can’t play these games any more
Let’s face. It you’ve got the higher score
I just want to turn in my piece
Take the dice because I’m taking my leave

(Chorus)
I’m done with the games
You’ve forced me to play
Done with the pain
I’ve gathered along the way
Done with the stress the mess in my brain
I’m done with the games

I’m not going to sit here and wait
For you to make your move
I’m not going to sit back and watch
Myself lose
To you
You made these rules
Let’s be honest I never had a chance

(Chorus)
I’m done with the games
You’ve forced me to play
Done with the pain
I’ve gathered along the way
Done with the stress the mess in my brain
I’m done with the games

I’ve had enough
I can’t take any more
I just wanted your love
You only wanted to score

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I’m done with the games
You’ve forced me to play
Done with the pain
I’ve gathered along the way
Done with the stress the mess in my brain
Done with the games

I can’t play these games any more
Was your heart really too much to ask for?

What Do We Live For?

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I’m pathetic

Gotta quit this

Delusional life

The hunger the strife.

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Such a coward

Such a failure

Do you ever wonder

What is it for?

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What do we live for?

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{Chorus}

Do we live for love?

Do we live for success?

Do we live for the hunger, the pain?

Why is it so mundane?

Do we live for love?

And if so what kind?

Do we want passionate, romance, sweep-you-off-your-feet

Or something in between?

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Never worth it

Always forfeit

To second best

Can’t give it a rest.

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I’m tired

Can’t keep it up

I try so hard

Just to give up

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Why am I always trying so hard?

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{chorus}

Do we live for love?

Do we live for success?

Do we live for the hunger, the pain?

Why is it so mundane?

Do we live for love?

And if so what kind?

Do we want passionate, romance, sweep-you-off-your-feet

Or something in between?

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Always giving up

Always getting in my way

Never get a chance to say what I want to say

(What I want to say)

But it’s too late now

Missed my chance

Want hard as hell

To get it back

(Can’t get it back)

Can’t change the past

Can’t go back

But where am I supposed to go

When I’ve messed things up this bad?

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What am I here for?

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Am I here for love?

Am I here for success?

Am I here for the hunger, the pain?

Why is it so mundane?

Am I here for love?

And if so what kind?

Do I want passionate, romance, sweep-you-off-your-feet?

Or something in between?

Red Thread

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Destiny

A fairy Tale

Fate

A folklore

The world is run by money

And nothing more

Time is liquid

Fluent, and wise

I was just a child

Who didn’t believe in lullabies.

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The red thread intertwines

To cross into our lives

Our fingers tied to one another

In this web, I thought a lie

You took my hand in yours

And taught me to believe

That love does exist

Not just is Disney.

Materialism

Our religion

Freedom

A myth

This world in which we live in

Robs imagination

The things I once thought I knew

Have now been rewritten

The things I once thrived to own

Have no definition

chorus

Love does exist,

Now I can believe in stories

My new song!! inspired by the Japanese myth : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Red_string_of_fate