There’s a scream inside my soul
A tie on my tongue
Heat rises in my bones
An alarm goes off in my lungs
And your eyes
Pull me into my demise
Like glowing embers they burn
Around the center of gravity
Your black hole it pulls
Me into insanity
Here I go
Down the rabbit hole
Can I be saved?
Can I escape?
From which vile should I drink?
Fill the glass to the brink
Will I ever wake from this dream?
Your illusions are so cunning
And your eyes
Pull me into my demise
Like glowing embers they burn
Around the center of gravity
Your black hole it pulls
Me into insanity
Here I go
Down the rabbit hole
A song that I just wrote. Probably one of my most emotional ones in like forever. I was basically crying while writing this. So, thanks to Chester See who’s music inspired me to write this song which has been haunting me.
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I thought I was over you
I thought I was free
But when I saw your face
Smiling back at me
My wounds began to open
My heart beat too fast
I gripped onto his hand
And hoped the feeling wouldn’t last
*
{Chorus}
There’s a pit in my stomach
Growing with each passing second
My limbs begin to quiver and I’m sure I’m going to faint
I’ve acquired a fever and my body aches
I think I’m going to throw-up
Why do you do this to me?
*
When I saw you standing there
Your blue eyes looked at me
My heart began thumping wildly inside my chest
I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t I can’t breathe.
*
{Chorus}
There’s a pit in my stomach
Growing with each passing second
My limbs begin to quiver and I’m sure I’m going to faint
I’ve acquired a fever and my body aches
I think I’m going to throw-up
Why do you do this to me?
*
I’m just trying to get it down on paper
I can’t explain
The effect you have over me
Every time I see you any progress that I have made has been erased
I can’t even think.
Why am I so darn weak?
*
I hate that I can’t let you go
I hate that I will never know
What we could have been.
I hate the way you smile
I hate how your eyes twinkle
But worst of all
I hate that he knows.
*
{Chorus}
There’s a pit in my stomach
Growing with each passing second
My limbs begin to quiver and I’m sure I’m going to faint