There’s so many
Thoughts and feelings
I’m experiencing
Right now
And I’m trying my damnest
To get them all out
On to paper
And into words
Truth be told
I have no idea what’s going on
In my head
In my heart
I want to blame it on others
But for what?
Why am I so stressed
And upset?
Does it have anything to do with you
Or am I just imagining it?
That must be the answer
That it’s all in my mind
Because when I talk to you
All is fine.
Then what is this panic in my lungs
The frustration
I am numb
with?
Is it all fabricated?
Why am I so dramatic,
What is wrong with me,
What is the source of these feeling
That are pilling into me?
Just write them down
Write them down
Let them all out
Once I am done I’ll have nothing to worry about.
But what if they don’t go away?
What if they lay inside
And start to decay
Rotting my insides
Day after day
How the hell
Am I supposed to live this way?
It’s Okay
It’s Okay
It’s all in your mind.
It’s Okay
It’s Okay
You just need a long night
rest
A good, rested sleep
That’ll melt away the stress
The grime,
The death,
Be gone
Be gone
And never come back.
