Bi-polar disorder are you my beholder? Spinning tossing sinking into the sea I'm falling. .... I'm sinking not swimming help me I'm drowning Sickness weakness is there a treatment For me? .... I don't feel like a whole, twirling out of control My emotions are in a frenzy, I'm not thinking clearly .... Fuzzy Rusty … Continue reading Disorder


Excitement like bubbles Growing within Pop-pop-popping With every second Slowly unraveling Like a ribbon coming undone Trying to keep joy contained But its filling up my lungs Running through my veins Like a river does flow Controlling my limbs Now I've lost all control