I Am Yours

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You hold me under your spell
I know it all too well
The emotions gurgling inside
Bubble and boil
Under your command.

I am your puppet
A dancing little gadget
You keep me in your pocket
Pulling me out
Like your private little poet.

I am your voodoo doll
Life size and all
Even got an energy pack installed
Even though I can walk tall
For you, I just crawl.

You have my binded to you with magic
And I pretend not to feel it
To feel the technologic
Heart fluttering in my chest
The love I burn for you makes no sense.

Disorder

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Bi-polar disorder are you my beholder?

Spinning tossing sinking into the sea

I’m falling.

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I’m sinking not swimming help me I’m drowning

Sickness weakness is there a treatment

For me?

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I don’t feel like a whole, twirling out of control

My emotions are in a frenzy, I’m not thinking clearly

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Fuzzy Rusty I’m feeling a bit dizzy

Heartbeat retreat a little off beat

Today.

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Anger monster here are my true colors

Second minute is there a difference?

Time is loose.

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I don’t feel like a whole, twirling out of control

My emotions are in a frenzy, I’m not thinking clearly

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Lost gone all is wrong

False pulse I give you my faults

I’ve cracked.

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Rough tough I’ve had enough

Broken fallen my entire world is crumbling

Down.