I’m in a mood
No good it can do
To sit here and brood
Over you.
I’m in a mood
No good it can do
To sit here and brood
Over you.
Anger
The swelling rage
Pulsing
On the back of my membrane
Fury
The soar taste on my tongue
Foaming
On the front of my gums
Wrath
The heat spreading like wings inside my chest
Flapping
With the sound of your last breath
When you fall in love
You cannot fall out
Is that why
You make me want to shout?
I want to scream
At the sight of your face
At the moments we shared
Gone to waste.
I want to shriek
At the energy spent
Trying to figure you out
And your sly comments.
I want to squeal
With the frustration you brought
With the precious memories
You forgot.
I want to yell
To the heavens
For giving me a reason
To cry.
When you fall in love
You cannot fall out
That is why
My heart is worn out.
A song I wrote a few years ago:
I remember when
I stood up for you
When they called you names.
I remember when
You were there for me
Everytime I fell.
But do you remember
I tried my best to make you happy
But do you remember
You were the only one I wanted to see.
I remember
Knocking on your door
In the cold December.
I remember
Running away
With a big fist of anger.
I remember
All the time we spent together,
Best friends forever.
I can still hear you laugh
Every now and again.
I still don’t want to believe you left,
There goes a friend.
I can still see your eyes smile
Underneath your glasses
Can you believe it’s been a while
Since you moved away?
But can you believe
You’re still the only one I want to see?
I remember
Knocking on your door
In the cold December.
I remember
Running away
With a big fist of anger.
I remember
All the time we spent together,
Best friends forever.
And still
You’re constantly on my mind
And still
You’re impossible to find
And still
I hope to see you again
And still
I wish I had my best friend.
I remember
Laughing until I could not breathe
I remember
You were the only one who got me
I remember
Thinking we’d always be together,
Best friends forever.